been awhile again, moved out of Jon's mom's place and I live with my dad now for really the first time in my life. Still with Jon still in love, won't be married for av ery long time. Life is crazy and I am stuck in some kind of rut just waiting for my life to start back up

it has been so long
the guy tesa-te was dating dumped her and we hardly speak anymore
I am in love with a man I intend to marry someday soon I hope I have never been happier or sadier becuse my mom is in jail for a very long time. I got kicked outa my place and live with Jon now he is the man I love. thats about it.

my cousin tesa-te is now like dating my army buddy William and it is SO cute lol ^.^

I have been feeling kinda off for awhile now but I'm alright no worries ^.^

life sucks a lil bit my mom is in jail again I dont even know where she is in jail at and I havent seen her guess she is ok pray for her please
and I still find myself doing everything I can to make Sean happy even though he chose her I help him to be happy when she makes him angry or sad I am there for him telling why he has to calm down and understand things from her point of veiw and I help him get to see her and stuff I have to be the weirdest person alive